Monday, 19 May 2008
why am i still awake?
it's about 4 plus in the morn.. but why am i still here blogging? haha... gd qn... =) im too lazy to think of an ans also... so... =)
anyway... i think grandpa's gonna bring me to get a new camera tmr! =) haha... than i can hv more pics posted on my blog!!! =D and more memories... can't wait... =P
u can say... i've been kinda down today... like... go arnd the house.. nt knowing what im thinking... what im doing... like u just do what ur mind tells u to do at that specific time... -.- like part of ur mind is numb and all... maybe is that i hvnt much recovered from what happened... but... im sure all will get better... but for now... i just do feel... numb... or maybe lacking towards smt? or maybe it's just a like monday blues or smt... haha....
all i knw now is that.. i can no longer wry anyone about what happens in my life... i hv to learn to cope with it... =) and... i AM trying to love myself more... =) no one likes a person who doesnt love themselves... so im learning... hard =)
anyway... i think grandpa's gonna bring me to get a new camera tmr! =) haha... than i can hv more pics posted on my blog!!! =D and more memories... can't wait... =P
u can say... i've been kinda down today... like... go arnd the house.. nt knowing what im thinking... what im doing... like u just do what ur mind tells u to do at that specific time... -.- like part of ur mind is numb and all... maybe is that i hvnt much recovered from what happened... but... im sure all will get better... but for now... i just do feel... numb... or maybe lacking towards smt? or maybe it's just a like monday blues or smt... haha....
all i knw now is that.. i can no longer wry anyone about what happens in my life... i hv to learn to cope with it... =) and... i AM trying to love myself more... =) no one likes a person who doesnt love themselves... so im learning... hard =)
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