Sunday 31 August 2008
Gemini Characteristics: It's TRUE!
Gemini go everywhere together, hand-in-hand, symbolizing your dual nature. Our world comes in pairs: good and evil, male and female, in and out, yin and yang -- and you Geminis are living proof. Some might say Gemini are an entanglement of paradoxes, but the truth is that Gemini have an easy acceptance of opposites. Gemini world is one of duality. Gemini can like this and that, one thing and its opposite. It's like you see your world through a radio and Gemini can tune experiences and points of view in and out as your interests change.
You Geminis are curious, talkative, versatile and mentally active. Your mind can bounce around from one topic to another with great ease, making Gemini the champion of cocktail party chatter and lighthearted social encounters. Others will think that Gemini are fun to be with, but your ability to change with the changing winds can also lead others to see Gemini as shallow.
Gemini Greatest Strength: Your curiosity about a variety of interests
Gemini Possible Weakness: Distracting yourself from what is most important
ok... so ppl might ask.. do i REALLY believe in such things? hm... to me... zodiacs are like ok to narrow down general behaviours and characteristics of ppl... i mean... after all, although there are SOOO many ppl on earth, we are so common yet different in many ways... zodiacs are some's belief that certain prospects of us are similar... and for me... ya, i (in a way) believe that geminis do revolve arnd what is said above.. but everybody's unique.. like the way we go about doing things... and just our own personality and preferences...
however, such things won't take control of me that easily... it's just something that i find really quite true and maybe, a way i can figure out my flaws... and maybe do better? =) i wont let such things tell me what to do.. but maybe just understand myself better? cos sometimes... we dun realise if we dun think about it hard enough.. =)
oh wells.. if u're interested to talk to me about astrology, i'll like be glad to.. just that.. i myself dunno much about it.. so i m willing to learn more about it.. =D but dun manipulate urself into believing this to too far an extent... =D just treat it as... conversation topic yo... haha =D alright.. i've said my peace =D
[roses] are nice. so are you {19:57}
自恋 time
my zi-lian time... cos.. of my new hair! haha
ok... according to tyron.. he say looks like coconut! (hai di ye)... but... ok what!!! hm... some say looks nicer... mum says it makes me look taller lol -.- cos my hair lighter now... and some say look like boy's hairstyle [dunno why but thanks]... some say my previous hairstyle better... some say i shld fizz my hair again... ALRIGHT! thx for the comments on the hair....
well... i kinda i like it... and... erm... im gonna like just leave my hair like this for awhile.. can't possibly keep doin' smt to it right? haha... ya... so... that's that for now...
[roses] are nice. so are you {00:36}
Saturday 30 August 2008
new hair again =)
haha... i got a haircut and got my hair dyed today.. yeah~ lol... happy... dunno why but just am yo.. =P lol...
anyways... i hvnt been thinking too much lately.. just livin' me life like it is.. =D hm... and... it's nt been fantastic..but it's been.. better than nothing =)
hm.. it's alr going to be 4am... im getting hungry.. feel like eating...... hm... SUSHI!!! been craving for sushi for dunno how long alr.. lol.. yikes! =P hope can get to eat it soon ... AND... i wanna kbox!!! craves... craves! all my cravings ya'll... haha =) whoo~
[roses] are nice. so are you {03:52}
Thursday 28 August 2008
i can do this
i wanna live my life to the fullest... i wanna close my eyes on what bothers me... i wanna open arms to those that make fill warm and safe... =) i've nv been the most optimistic of ppl... i often look down on myself and put myself down in many ways... but bev's been learning... bev's been encouraged... and i wanna do this (living my life) good!
i wanna be happy from the inside... like TRULY happy... not having to wipe my tears all the time... the process wont be easy... but im working towards it... =) think.. it's time to treat myself better too... it doesnt take much to make one happy... but it takes even less to put a person down.. guess that's why we're all always so sad and troubled sometimes... haha...
all i ask for is... that i wanna be happy ... or maybe.. happier.. =) maybe sometimes i think too much about happiness when it's the simplest of things... bev is trying hard... she'll get there one day...
i wanna be happy from the inside... like TRULY happy... not having to wipe my tears all the time... the process wont be easy... but im working towards it... =) think.. it's time to treat myself better too... it doesnt take much to make one happy... but it takes even less to put a person down.. guess that's why we're all always so sad and troubled sometimes... haha...
all i ask for is... that i wanna be happy ... or maybe.. happier.. =) maybe sometimes i think too much about happiness when it's the simplest of things... bev is trying hard... she'll get there one day...
[roses] are nice. so are you {04:10}
Tuesday 26 August 2008
now what's wrong?
i've seen so much... i've felt and thought so much as well... but when i just wanna push it away, it comes running after me... if i resist, doesn't that mean i clearly dun want any of it? so why keep budging in?? trying to test my limits? if i lose it one day... dun expect me to be considerate... i hv a tolerance lvl... and it's nt about forgiveness... nor about understanding... it's just the way it is! and i can't take it for what it is...
probably it's not a choice of whether we want things like this.. but it's nt meant to be... trust me.. i've tried before... and i hv come to learn, this is definitely not the way i want things...
im not sad or angry here... i just feel that when i clearly show no response/interest, i mean it... and i dun wanna put up an act... so dun force me... i want things to be how simple it is now... and stop there... if more were to be expected... pls don't expect ME to be the one giving what's expected... hw can one ask for more than what others can give? that's hw i feel now... this is as much as i can give.. what else more?? am i supposed to pls everybody doing what's against i want to?
at matters such as this (no matter whose)... it's either a hint is taken, or being more ignorant and just wanting things one's own way...causing only more probs... see which road we wanna pick only... =)
how abt u?
probably it's not a choice of whether we want things like this.. but it's nt meant to be... trust me.. i've tried before... and i hv come to learn, this is definitely not the way i want things...
im not sad or angry here... i just feel that when i clearly show no response/interest, i mean it... and i dun wanna put up an act... so dun force me... i want things to be how simple it is now... and stop there... if more were to be expected... pls don't expect ME to be the one giving what's expected... hw can one ask for more than what others can give? that's hw i feel now... this is as much as i can give.. what else more?? am i supposed to pls everybody doing what's against i want to?
at matters such as this (no matter whose)... it's either a hint is taken, or being more ignorant and just wanting things one's own way...causing only more probs... see which road we wanna pick only... =)
how abt u?
[roses] are nice. so are you {03:48}
Sunday 24 August 2008
free to roam... but roam to where?
went out with lesner, keat, carynn, jo and sab today to watch movie.. we were like ALL bumped out that there wasnt 3D version for Journey to the Centre of the Earth... sigh.. ended up watching Mummy: Tomb of the Dragon Emperor... haha.. =P but i didnt mind.. got brendan frasier too!! lol =) really like him alot! =P too bad the wife... was a diff actress.. sigh... sad-ed =(
anyway... after that we went amk hub to eat... shop arnd... (i finally got my shower gel! -.-) haha... than... go look for joey at ip zone... which was hilarious cos they were hving sales and shirts we piled messily.. than we ended up sorta like helping her fold stuff!! and wasn't one or 2... almost half a basket full -.- haha... if ppl didnt realise we weren't in uniform.. they would REALLY think we were staff..
oh well.. im really glad hols r here!!! but... nt everyone is free yet.. so im looking forward to the day when everyone can like hang out again!!! like last time... =D and this time.. with juniors joining us also =) looking forward to that day.. or else now.. i wanna go out.. i wanna do things cos im free now... BUT... so restricting... cos... so many ppl can't go out yet.. sigh.. =S hm... oh well.. one more wk... =)
anyway... after that we went amk hub to eat... shop arnd... (i finally got my shower gel! -.-) haha... than... go look for joey at ip zone... which was hilarious cos they were hving sales and shirts we piled messily.. than we ended up sorta like helping her fold stuff!! and wasn't one or 2... almost half a basket full -.- haha... if ppl didnt realise we weren't in uniform.. they would REALLY think we were staff..
oh well.. im really glad hols r here!!! but... nt everyone is free yet.. so im looking forward to the day when everyone can like hang out again!!! like last time... =D and this time.. with juniors joining us also =) looking forward to that day.. or else now.. i wanna go out.. i wanna do things cos im free now... BUT... so restricting... cos... so many ppl can't go out yet.. sigh.. =S hm... oh well.. one more wk... =)
me and my geeky specs =D
[roses] are nice. so are you {23:34}
Lime & Suntec...
hm... for lime finals today... went ok =) nth much to... REALLY complain abt... except for... erh... some discontentment with... SOME ppl lol... =) PL is such a LOOser! ok whatever... =) dun matter no more.. haha
anyway, sry to disappoint ppl who gave us their support or tagged on my tagboard to cheer jasmine and me on! haha.. =) but sadly, we didnt manage to get in to the top 3 during finals at all... yikes... haha.. =D but to me... it's nt TOO much of a disappointment..will be slightly upset lah.. but at the end of it, im ok cos i got to work with and dance with jas ... =) love her sooo much... and jas, dun think so much, it wasnt u cos u did great! =)
[some shots i got today at bugis then at suntec ... haha]
getting dressed up for the competition
jasmine is super cute!
fb girls... =)
hot hot jo and me... =)
actually, in this photo was meant to only have bao and jas -.-
and obviously, tyron is the one interrupting now -.-
anyway, sry to disappoint ppl who gave us their support or tagged on my tagboard to cheer jasmine and me on! haha.. =) but sadly, we didnt manage to get in to the top 3 during finals at all... yikes... haha.. =D but to me... it's nt TOO much of a disappointment..will be slightly upset lah.. but at the end of it, im ok cos i got to work with and dance with jas ... =) love her sooo much... and jas, dun think so much, it wasnt u cos u did great! =)
[some shots i got today at bugis then at suntec ... haha]
=) bev's smiling
getting dressed up for the competition
jasmine is super cute!
someone... getting into his zone.. wah...
so emo...
looks super funny, can't help taking a shot of it
the long-time-no-see one-eye-freak...
BAOXIN!!!
fb girls... =)
hot hot jo and me... =)
actually, in this photo was meant to only have bao and jas -.-
and obviously, tyron is the one interrupting now -.-
so proud to be in FB yo... haha =) LOVE U GUYS PLENTY!
[roses] are nice. so are you {01:49}
Friday 22 August 2008
i see the light!
ok.. so tmr's my LAST PAPER... or more like today... or even more like 6 hrs from now.. haha... =D gosh... so happy!!! like after 11am.. i'm stress-free from studies TEMPORARILY!! but STILL! better than nth!!! haha... =P hope i dun repeat any modules.. cos this sem.. NO SUPP PAPER!!!
after paper later... will go watch 'Phobia' with lesner, jezz, jas and wk... haha... yay!! feels like... gt burden off my shoulders.. although it's like nth much.. cos i've still gt alot more during hols as well... but dance.. ha! ok de lah.. enjoy it can le! whoo~~~ =) hope i get to sing again soon though.. kinda miss it from time to time.. haha.. =) yeah...
anyway... this sat is lime's funkmeister finals!!! wanna do it good man!!! haha... hopefully can win some cash too.. =S sigh.. haha... let's do this JAS!!! =) and just wanna emphasize again im so proud to be in Groovy Aggression.. hope this won't be the LAST time we work tgt =)
and ... all the best for those gg for suntec semis!!! =) jiayou!!! after lime... will go over to suntec to support ya'll!!! haha...
some pic updates:
after paper later... will go watch 'Phobia' with lesner, jezz, jas and wk... haha... yay!! feels like... gt burden off my shoulders.. although it's like nth much.. cos i've still gt alot more during hols as well... but dance.. ha! ok de lah.. enjoy it can le! whoo~~~ =) hope i get to sing again soon though.. kinda miss it from time to time.. haha.. =) yeah...
anyway... this sat is lime's funkmeister finals!!! wanna do it good man!!! haha... hopefully can win some cash too.. =S sigh.. haha... let's do this JAS!!! =) and just wanna emphasize again im so proud to be in Groovy Aggression.. hope this won't be the LAST time we work tgt =)
and ... all the best for those gg for suntec semis!!! =) jiayou!!! after lime... will go over to suntec to support ya'll!!! haha...
some pic updates:
sis and me
haha... some photos we took using wk's new wife's webcam (his new laptop...lol)
these are the few that... erh... can be publically displayed.. cos the rest... really too hideous! lol
[roses] are nice. so are you {02:54}
Wednesday 20 August 2008
dope voice of the generation
i know these vids are like.. not recent... but... just doens't make them any less dope =D
愛 - featuring ALISA (she's an ABC) (original singer karen mok)
and...
Alisa singing her own version of 我要快樂 originally by 张惠妹
Alisa here is only 19 yrs old.. =) i aspire to be THIS good man!!! i wanna bite some of her style... than explore into my own.. haha.. =) she's dope...!! haha.. love the r&b... hm... yea yea... that's the style i wanna sing.. not quite there yet... =D
...young talents nowadays... URGH!!! =P but it's gd... see the world evolving =D
[roses] are nice. so are you {11:45}
Tuesday 19 August 2008
Suntec Heats
well... didnt get thru the heats for suntec... but honestly, im not bummed out about it =) yepp... gd exposure and experience though... don't regret even trying out! =D haha... so ... now, just gotta work harder for Lime's Funkmeister (oh ya... btw, Groovy Aggression got thru to the finals! gd job jas babe! we'll do better this time round =) )
so... no worries... i just gotta work harder in future... and... EVEN harder AFTER my exams.. =D haha... i've got ESSR tmr.. and yet im here blogging.. hm... =)
sis and i
u can see the hairstyle more clearly=) i like it this way... =D 
so... no worries... i just gotta work harder in future... and... EVEN harder AFTER my exams.. =D haha... i've got ESSR tmr.. and yet im here blogging.. hm... =)
[some photos i snapped before gg for suntec... but the rest AT suntec...i've nt gotten them =P]
sis and i
u can see the hairstyle more clearly=) i like it this way... =D anyway.. congrats to those who got into suntec semis! (meaning ruff jack, ani-o-how, & nic sim =) ) do fb proud!!! whoo~~~ and for trademark and mackilicious, let's all do our best for lime!!! haha... =)
FB = DOPE! [i dun care what others claim... in my context, this is a FACT!]
[roses] are nice. so are you {22:09}
Sunday 17 August 2008
@ Lime's Funkmeister =)
here's some pics we took before the lime funkmeister semis today =)
i didnt perform too well ... SORRY JAS!!! but glad to hv her as my partner =)
HOPEFULLY floor the love too??? =) ok... anyway... jiayou to groovy aggression!
than I DON'T have ... comparing to jas.. lol... yikes!
i didnt perform too well ... SORRY JAS!!! but glad to hv her as my partner =)
HOPEFULLY floor the love too??? =) ok... anyway... jiayou to groovy aggression!
the aura... whoo~~~
than I DON'T have ... comparing to jas.. lol... yikes! haha... lesner playing arnd.. acting as one of the judges
JOEY playing along too -.- hm...
more cam-whoring
she's got SUCH a SWEET smile!!! gosh... =D *melts...* =P
haha.. SHAF!!! =)
mackilicious rehearsing on-stage... =)
yeah... me and my new cap =) [and shirt of cos]
haha... last pic to end off!!! =) loves her...! haha...
my best partner... =) in terms of shopping (SOON to be...), kbox... =) & dance of cos... whoo~
love u girl! lol
[roses] are nice. so are you {02:24}
Friday 15 August 2008
thanks jezz... will miss u when u're away =)
putting up these 2 photos of this pretty girl only NOW cos...
I DIDN'T KNOW SHE BHB TAKE MY CAM GO TAKE PICS OF HERSELF!!! LOL....
love u girl... =)
(bet u're touched if u're reading this now... lol...)
(these above 2 photos were updated later at 2:17am, 17 Aug '08) haha... jezz gave me this to cheer me up...
and... guess what? IT DOES!!! =D
thanks babe
an empty studio with just me... =)love it!
(not that i hate the ppl... just the feeling's great)
LOOK!!! see smt different? RAFEE IS DOPE!!!
haha... he brought the whole tray from mac's to outside the studio!!!
when we saw him walk in ... we were like... OMG!!! =D
jezz has went off to m'sia for dad's company dinner =) WILL MISS U... haha.. although it's not like a long trip or anything.. haha... =) tc babe!!!
[roses] are nice. so are you {23:36}
Wednesday 13 August 2008
I'M not the one being emo...
look at him... =D haha... emo-ing... =) come home FIRST thing i see is this cutey... =) makes me smile =D
when xiao xin first picked up xiao bai... =) HAHA... enjoy !!! ... "你看起来好好吃哦" ~ =D
[roses] are nice. so are you {22:26}
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