Ok, so internship starts tmr... All along, I'v been kinda enthusiastic about it, looking forward to work... But it seems like thinking about the amount of free time I'll have left, it kinda just gets to u .

But, definitely, I'll put full effort into it. No doubt, lots of free time's gonna get eaten up, but I'm sure I'll figure my time out. Nothing too difficult about that... right? Haha... =P

Anyway, I'll just try to be as prepared as I can I guess =)

Ciao!

bev will be taking a few days off... =) to enjoy, relax, and revitalize =D so when intern starts, bev will perform her best =D

going to enjoy and nothing's gonna come in my way!!! <3

p.s. jiayou all those who got in Suntec Heats!!! SUPPORT U ALL, ALL THE WAY!!! =) =) =)

super hyped! cos from now on.. NO MORE STUDYING FOR ME... (as in for my poly life of cos =D) whoohoo~~~~ =D ok.. i've not exactly graduated... still got like .5year more due to attachment... but... it's like.. no more projects... no more tests.. just a report every week & one final report at the end of the semester and ... GRADUATION, HERE I COME!!! =D

ok... i understand attachment's gonna be tough... but... this is the industry i chose... so i dun mind getting exposed ya... =D ok... at least now, i've got exactly 10 DAYS of break before attachment starts! so... make full good use of those 10 days i will!

uber excited... (but bet it's gonna be tiring too)... can't wait!

Can someone teach me how to let go of the past?

Sometimes, flashbacks aren't really the sweetest things that may happen to you.

But yet, it seems to difficult to let go something that has affected you so much, and hurt you so deep.

"In need of a Brainwash"

yay!!! just one more paper to go!!! =D uber excited... it's like.. no more exams in whole of poly life ... but, i won't really get a long break at all... hm... at least it's one week =)

anyway... i can't believe alex choo will be attached to the same place and same dept as me during internship! haha... it's like... WHOO... and shirley tee's only gonna be near by... ya, i MIGHT get awkward... but i'd rather hv someone there to accompany til i get used to the environment... =D hahah... and 1 mth is better than nothing... haha =P

ok... that's about all for now... there's smt a lil wrong with my blogger.. stupid blogger... stupid laptop... always givin' me probs! hm...

ok.. ciao!

i've never really let such things bother me so much before... but it seems now, it's slowly taking a hold on me... and i'm just wondering, if things will ever change.

i want...
to be able to play on the beach and swim in the sea with no worries of skin allergies.
to be able to look nice and not treated by how ppl see me on the outside.
to be so much better, to give so much more.

but right now.. i'm just not good enough... too restricted, too judged.

at first, i just accepted it as it was. but sometimes, certain factors influence u so much u just think that u want so much more than u have.

so is it me? or is it life's just too cruel to be true?

hm... been studying lately for the exams... it's like... FINALLY! last round of exams! yay!!! haha... so i'll just keep this post short... haha... just to let ppl know out there i'm still alive!

here's some pics taken at Fong's 21st! haha... the rest of the pics are on Facebook... and i've alr tagged everyone that were in the photos in my cam... so do view there for more pics =D

cheers all!!!

These are the people I've been with throughout my going-3 years of Poly life... =) all the projects, the boring lectures, the stressing exams =)

Although we're not graduating for another semester, it feels like we're parting already... Cos the next half of the school year, we're be heading out into the real world! OMG!!! haha... no more chionging for projects tgt, no more complaining about lecturers =P

Everything will change from now on... especially after exams... but HC, I LOVE U (well, most of u at least haha) ... JUJU, i miss you!!! ting-er, pervertic jiayi, pei pei, will miss the stupid moments too.. haha

It's like... we're graduating after tmr.. LOL... -.- but im sure during attachment period, we'll meet up still =D yay... look forward to future! CHIONG AH!!!

counting down to the number of projects and presentations left!!! after tmr... it'll be another ICA less!!! YAY!!! super excited... hahaha

than after projects and ICAs... i'm left with exams... 3 papers only... which is far better than the 6 papers we used to have... PLUS.. 6 papers in a WEEK!!! haha... now it's still within a week.. but a good pace =) like that, it'll all be over very soon... and there's even a week's break to study =) yay... happy with this sem's timetable overall =D

on a side note... still dunno if i've passed my intern interview yet =( bummer... it's like... almost 2 weeks! ah... going bonkers waiting... BUT... it's true... no news is good news... =S but it's like making me crazy... so nerve-wrecking.. i'll be like super sian if i get rejected... but if i dunno whether i get in or not... it's like... DARN! haha =D conflicting emotions ya? hm... guess i'll just hv to wait this week again to see...

oh ya... and random-ing again... ndp this year is... WHOO~ haha... think cos it's the first time i watched ndp on the floating parade... like.. there are SOOO many displays/performance i nv seen before... haha.... fireworks were PERTY~~~ haha... really really nice this year... heh heh... love it when the subaru race-car drove.. and the harley group thing too... heh heh... and the 'boats' (or whatever u call them) can DRIFT!!! HIGH LAH... and the sky-divers? nv seemed as fascinating as this time's... lol.. think cos i TOO long nv watch ndp LIVE... lol.. =) but too bad actual day cannot watch... =(

oh ya...to promote a lil here, all SINGAPOREANS pay attention!!! on 9 AUGUST, Sunday, at 2022hr (8:22PM), stop WHATEVER u are doing... and take a short moment to recite the singapore pledge together with all the other fellow singaporeans out there! =) think u rmb the pledge? haha... (this is what i hv to promote for my duty during national day itself)

anyway... had a great day today... =) =) =)

well... tmr's the presentation for resort development & mgmt! JIAYOU!!!