haha.. this is just the outcome when a girl is thrown at home.. with nothing to do.. waiting for time to pass... and stuck with her lonely laptop which was attached with a web cam to splurge nonsense around the earth and what's left in it!!! haha... PEACE!

Ok... So it's been a while since I blogged... =P ok... LONGER than a while... haha...

Anyway, some updates are... We didn't win ANYTHING at SDD... =D haha... But it's OOOOKKKK!!! haha... Cos we got encouragement and praises from DOMINIQUE of WCO/Electric Trouble!!! haha... And I've learnt that I've really gotta work harder if I want to reach my goals!! =D yeah...

Ok... moving on... I feel like lately I've been hearing so many stories and statements out there that are sooo different and that clashes, I dunno what to believe in anymore. I'm really just in a state of confusion. Although I've heard much, but then, I still have not witness any. And not knowing what and who to believe is the worst! It's like it's not as easy as just to trust ur instincts anymore. I'm literally feeling lost!

Oh well... I guess we'll just have to actually see how things go from here and try to avoid what negative things I've heard and yet still place a certain amount of trust as I wasn't forgone (haha... stupid word) either... -.-

I know I'm not the prettiest, the one with the best smile, body or looks...
But recently I've been real put down by the way I look -.-

I mean, I admit.. I envy ... Envy too much I guess...

And I KNOW that I've to get back to realizing what I have is enough... And as long as my BF loves me, and I love who I am on the inside... Things should be alright.. haha

Anyway, feel free to leave me a tag to cheer me up... You dun have to say things like 'Aw Bev, u're beautiful' or those kinda nonsense... just give me encouragement like I'm a good friend or smt like that... HAHA... =D

Not shy arh Bev! yup! for once i not shy... WAHAHA... =)

ok... that's all for now... =) cheers!

Yeah!! People... my skills are improving... haha... =) from what you saw in the previous blog post to what is posted below!!! whoo~~~ haha... Getting a hand of the curlers already... watched some tutorials on YouTube and BAM!!! =D Better curls in an instant...

Sorry I keep blogging about my CURLS.. but I'm kinda obsessed with 'em right now... as u can already see... =) Why?? All part of the effort to look better than I was naturally grown.. -.- haha... Can't blame me! With such 'not-so-outstanding' look like mine, enhancement is inevitable... wahahha... =D

Ok, so I did sorta a before-and-after shot... =)

Went out today!!! Finally.. some time with BF!!! =D heh heh... today.. i did something special... =) as you can see from the pics.. YES! i curled my hair!!! =D haha... how? well.. i was in my dad's room toilet, just blowing my hair, ready to go out... =) than i realized there was smt beside the sink i have ALWAY managed to 'over-look'! haha... My mum's Watson hair curler!!! and i was like.. OMG!! since WHEN was that there? haha... so.. i took it, heated it, and curled my mid-length hair.. wahhaha... evidence is below...

And after curling, i kinda feel like going ahead to do a perm...! but thinking again.. i rather have a choice btw curls and straight hair.. so i bought this hair curling solution, sorta to let the curls stay when i heat them.. =) yeah!

So of cos, other than a pic of myself, here are some memories capture on cam below!

I just LOOOVE how effects can make pics look soo good.. Exhibit A:



From this...



To this!!! =)

Yeap! Love the iPhone apps!

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I need Inspiration. I need Strength.
I want Satisfaction. I want Fulfilment.

It seems everytime we climb up a slight step, we tend to slip a steeper one. And full potential is never met. I want to be so much better than this. Than what is in front of my eyes. I know I can be better.

So where is it lost to? The confidence, the belief?
Give me the strength to fight on.