Thursday 31 January 2008
i like.....
i like...
the way u make me feel
the way u care for me
ur flaws
ur bad habits
ur smell
what u say about me
what u do for me
the way u listen to me
the way u make me irritated
hw u look when u're irritated
how we quarrel
the way u talk
how u are always there for me
i guess.. i just like everything about u... nothing to be picky about... =)
i wanna be there for u... hope u'll also always be there for me
i like u... a lot...
i love u
the way u make me feel
the way u care for me
ur flaws
ur bad habits
ur smell
what u say about me
what u do for me
the way u listen to me
the way u make me irritated
hw u look when u're irritated
how we quarrel
the way u talk
how u are always there for me
i guess.. i just like everything about u... nothing to be picky about... =)
i wanna be there for u... hope u'll also always be there for me
i like u... a lot...
i love u
[roses] are nice. so are you {00:55}
Tuesday 29 January 2008
irritated...
dunno why gd things just happen to those who dun deserve it and those who need it the most are always neglected... it's the same concept as the rich getting richer and the poor getting poorer... no diff... urgh!!!
super aggitated!!! all of a sudden, it's like she's become someone who gets along well with them... and laughing and hanging like they are meant to be a clique of their own!!! what's that?! now.. even the good person is falling for it! all i can say is, if this carries on... and IN FRONT OF ME!!! i'm gonna lose it one day.. i might just TRASH everything out.. not in a direct way.. but.. u'll know... wah... UNBELIEVABLE...!!!
sh... going to slp...
super aggitated!!! all of a sudden, it's like she's become someone who gets along well with them... and laughing and hanging like they are meant to be a clique of their own!!! what's that?! now.. even the good person is falling for it! all i can say is, if this carries on... and IN FRONT OF ME!!! i'm gonna lose it one day.. i might just TRASH everything out.. not in a direct way.. but.. u'll know... wah... UNBELIEVABLE...!!!
to get away from this topic for awhile... pics of kong and me!
sh... going to slp...
im so glad that now, i hv u in my life.. if not, i wouldn't be this way... maybe if i was the old me, this post wont make me just plainly feel a small pinch of irritance but a big blow of anger and depression... u have no idea how important u are to me... i want u here... nv leave me...
i need you . i need you . so much more than u think .
[roses] are nice. so are you {00:47}
Sunday 27 January 2008
tired~
i have no idea why i've just been feeling EXTREMELY tired lately... whether i slept enough or not... i like woke damn early today to go church... but slept on the bus, and took a nap when i came home... wah.... but still feel super shag.. like nv really had energy for anything lately... whoosh....
anyway, CONGRATS trademark!!! for emerging 1st for Funkamania 08!!!! WHOO-HOO!!! hope us juniors can live up to our seniors' rep!!! sigh.... must jiayou!!! whoo-hoo~~~
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anyway, CONGRATS trademark!!! for emerging 1st for Funkamania 08!!!! WHOO-HOO!!! hope us juniors can live up to our seniors' rep!!! sigh.... must jiayou!!! whoo-hoo~~~
back with more pics......
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[roses] are nice. so are you {22:36}
Saturday 26 January 2008
妹妹的恶作剧
ok... my sis suddenly had this urge to try what she saw on tv on me... so this is the result.. not say not nice at all... looks not bad... but i felt like my eyeballs were being harshly rubbed cos she was TOTALLY NOT GENTLE while applying the eye makeup... sigh..but that's my sis .... =D
but not bad.. i like to be experimented... (provided i TRUST that person...!) but it's like, something that could be removed.. so.. haha.. =D i realised me and my sis also often used for experimentation on a lot of things... like my mum.. being a beautician.. gotta try out new products, or practice skills.... so... yarh.. we're usually the guinea pigs... =D what to do? but usually, it's not a bad thing or anything.. haha...
[roses] are nice. so are you {23:27}
exams are approaching...
ok... so far... im glad MAJORITY of projects are over and done with!!! just this wk, already settled excel and macro projs.... so now left with effective writing... arh!!! faster wanna get it over and done with... and a sad thing is... exams are coming soon.. like.. not long after CNY... so... gotta start bucking up alr sial... -.-
and cant believe i actually fell ASLEEP in lecture... i mean.. not just close eyes rest kinda slp... first time i actually slept and didnt knw of my surrounding...like how i slp at night... no diff... but for half an hour la... gosh!!! still say what exams arnd the corner.. and here i am... SLPING in lecture.. but cant blame me.. the lec was really.. urgh... sigh.. nvm..
but today, i was able to spend some time with baby~ haha... than i left for home quite early cos got the 2nd part of BBT 2nd batch selection.. but end up, like not much of what i expected......
ok.. i'm getting slpy~~~ need to slp more alr... YAWN [and i've been yawning non-stop this wk!]
and cant believe i actually fell ASLEEP in lecture... i mean.. not just close eyes rest kinda slp... first time i actually slept and didnt knw of my surrounding...like how i slp at night... no diff... but for half an hour la... gosh!!! still say what exams arnd the corner.. and here i am... SLPING in lecture.. but cant blame me.. the lec was really.. urgh... sigh.. nvm..
but today, i was able to spend some time with baby~ haha... than i left for home quite early cos got the 2nd part of BBT 2nd batch selection.. but end up, like not much of what i expected......
ok.. i'm getting slpy~~~ need to slp more alr... YAWN [and i've been yawning non-stop this wk!]
Dr Badri's 'bei ying' (back view) haha...
stats... whoo~~~
[roses] are nice. so are you {02:25}
Wednesday 23 January 2008
rushing thru dramas and projects...
ok... like i've been slping late these past few days to catch up on the korean series 咖啡王子1号店... gosh... i need slp man!!! and like actually supposed to go for danceworks meeting today.. but really no choice cos gt like 2 presentations tmr!!! arh.... than gotta go prepare alr!!! =S
1st up tmr will be my excel project.. i gotta read up the excel cos this time when im asked a qn.. i wanna be able to answer it!! nt like the last time... urgh.. gotta rush alr... -.- see bev! slack lar! slack some more!!! bleh....
hope all these exams and project nonsense will go away soon.. i wanna concentrate on danceworks alr!! =(
i miss baby so much!!! =( when than can meet u... hopefully tmr can see... =D missing u...
[roses] are nice. so are you {12:19}
Monday 21 January 2008
SOLER @ NYP
close up on younger twin bro... Dino...!!!
and..... elder twin bro Julio!!!
they have the voice of angels!!! the music's just so great... u can just enjoy... and sink into the harmony... and guess what! THEY'VE GOT TALENT!!! writing their own songs... and being SUPER multi-lingual (they like know canto, mandarin, eng, spanish, italian, portugese etc...) they've definitely gt the X-factor no other twin artistes have... =D and not only that... THEY'RE TOTALLY GOOD-LOOKING TOO!!! can't take it.. they're both goodlookin & cute.. lol... =) ok.. i may be still totally mezmerised by them for TODAY cos their campus concert just happened today.. but they are really super talented... ha.... =) got their album after their concert and gt their autograph... didnt manage to get a hug though.. but it's ok.. i'm not all that crazy abt them.. just glad to hv met talents... =D
hope to see them in near future!!! [if u get what i mean]
[roses] are nice. so are you {19:42}
Friday 18 January 2008
^_^ *pics again
baby's taking a nap.. i sorta took pics w/o her noticing... =Plove u!!! i let u delete pics u dun like of urself leh!!! =D
poor baby... look so shagged [ok...there's been diff opinions on this word so i checked it up... and this now is the correct spelling...] --funny, how come my blog a lot of markers to point out spelling errors...!!! thx anyway...
missing times i can spend with u///
i dun care what they say anymore!
[roses] are nice. so are you {23:58}
thinking of.......possibilities
sometimes... u'll just start thinking... why are u this way... doing such things.. behaving so... but there simply isnt any answer... it's been like this all along and will always be so... no one has real answers to qns we hv about life... so why qn so much? is it cos we dun wanna accept what we think and dun wanna believe it...? isnt that than living in denial...? sigh...
i guess... not only i hv been thinking a lot lately... but i suddenly hv a lot of doubts... on career... and personal matters as well.. hoping that a solution would just appear.... but of cos... there is no certain solution... but... just hoping that doubts can be cleared..
i may be trapped.. but not for long... soon... i'll spread, and fly.
and this is dedicated to a special someone... [whether u knw it's u or not, it doesnt matter]
u've been there for me when i thought no one bothered.
at lowest of times, u consoled me and made me feel loved.
u were the first i truly felt worth it to sacrifice.
i am myself when i'm with you, not like when i face the world.
it was because of u, i suddenly felt that i need not be sad the whole time.
i was in the shadows of my own fears, knowing that nobody truly cared.
but u showed me otherwise.
u showed my that i had the ability to give. and receive.
u showed me a road i thought never existed.
so as long as u are there and dun let go like how the rest did;
i love u-
till the very end.
i will-
i ensure-
i guess... not only i hv been thinking a lot lately... but i suddenly hv a lot of doubts... on career... and personal matters as well.. hoping that a solution would just appear.... but of cos... there is no certain solution... but... just hoping that doubts can be cleared..
i may be trapped.. but not for long... soon... i'll spread, and fly.
and this is dedicated to a special someone... [whether u knw it's u or not, it doesnt matter]
u've been there for me when i thought no one bothered.
at lowest of times, u consoled me and made me feel loved.
u were the first i truly felt worth it to sacrifice.
i am myself when i'm with you, not like when i face the world.
it was because of u, i suddenly felt that i need not be sad the whole time.
i was in the shadows of my own fears, knowing that nobody truly cared.
but u showed me otherwise.
u showed my that i had the ability to give. and receive.
u showed me a road i thought never existed.
so as long as u are there and dun let go like how the rest did;
i love u-
till the very end.
i will-
i ensure-
[roses] are nice. so are you {00:24}
Thursday 17 January 2008
had a great time
last night went for a movie (AVP2--DON'T watch it unless u gt super night vision...cos half the time.. it was so dark it was quite hard to figure out what was gg on..) with audrey baby... haha... had sooo much fun... although like throughout the whole movie, she was laughing at my reaction .... =( like as if i was entertaining her.. and MIND YOU! AVP2 is like action movie... but i made it like a comedy for her la..... sigh.... (hope she doesnt say what i did on HER blog.. dammit)
anyway... i still had fun la.... =P can't take it.... she's still my chipmunk baby even after making fun of me and bullying me like crazy...
ah... gotta get back to lesson and show tutor proj... so... gtg..ciao
anyway... i still had fun la.... =P can't take it.... she's still my chipmunk baby even after making fun of me and bullying me like crazy...
ah... gotta get back to lesson and show tutor proj... so... gtg..ciao
[roses] are nice. so are you {10:26}
Tuesday 15 January 2008
what i love
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he's sooo super cute!!! love of my life! haha... muacks!
yeah... the girls who rocked on our last performance!!!
by desktop!!! look at baby and me!~
[roses] are nice. so are you {00:02}
Saturday 12 January 2008
Open House 08 Day 3!!!
me and my baby~ <3 
aud baby biting her nails....
thanks to all those who gave us their support for the past 3 days of open house!!! haha... it felt really gd to hv all of us perform for the open house 08... =D had SOOOO MUCH FUN!!! lol.... and thx all for ur praises and encouragement... u hv NO IDEA hw much it means to me/us!... =D
thanks to all those who gave us their support for the past 3 days of open house!!! haha... it felt really gd to hv all of us perform for the open house 08... =D had SOOOO MUCH FUN!!! lol.... and thx all for ur praises and encouragement... u hv NO IDEA hw much it means to me/us!... =D
[roses] are nice. so are you {23:55}
Friday 11 January 2008
Open House 08 Day 2!!!
yay!!!! back with more pics after the 2nd day of performance for open house!! DOPE...!
aud and me!!!
the girls in the toilet!
3 of us... just giving weird looks...
the small gang.. haha....
rui and me!!! haha... he looks like he pointing at himself!!! so CUTEEEE!!!!
before performance haha.....
me in aud's mash cap!!! looks more dope on me!!! cos matches my hair!!! ha...
[roses] are nice. so are you {22:21}
Thursday 10 January 2008
Open House 08 Day 1!!!
this pic was 'koped' from audrey baby's blog... heh... =P
haha... today was our very FIRST open house performance..ok.... i guess... it didnt go so bad... just that still had lil kinks here and there... but can be fixed! haha... =) hope tmr's 2 performance can be better!!! lol...
this was what i wore for dance! yupp!!! haha.. ok.. i know looks abit... 'not slim' but haha.. looks nice la... i think it looks like a bball jersey lol....
now my feet super tired... sigh... -.- walk and stand too long today..!!! haha... but STILL .... soooo lookin' forward to tmr's performances... heh.... =P i HOPED it look ok overall today... =) saw PART of the dance on jess' cam just now.... look so so for now... heh... but the seniors and grandseniors all damn dope can!!! girls were like hot till boiling point... guys shuai dao bu xing!!! heh... =P
keep it up all!!! let's perform to our best for the rest of our upcoming open house performances!!! whoo~~~ love fb man! FB=DOPE!
[roses] are nice. so are you {19:40}
Wednesday 9 January 2008
NYP Open House 2008
campus on a rainy day...
ok.. tmr is nyp's open house 08! =) fbodz juniors, seniors and grandseniors will be performing at arnd 3:30pm ppl!!! haha... well... the open house is from 10-12 jan... so meaning this thurs, fri and sat... if u're intending of coming.. come down watch our performance! yeah! lol... =P
we'll be performing at 12:50pm and 3:15pm on fri... and 12:15pm and i think arnd 3:30pm on sat... it'll be arnd that time la... =) well... there are alot of things that need to be settled .... and its the juniors 1st open house. just hope nothing gets cocked up!!! -.-
sigh... ok, i gotta go doze off .... gotta wake up energetic and ready tmr!!! ciao! night~
[roses] are nice. so are you {23:12}
Sunday 6 January 2008
getting ready for open house 08
haha.... lately SUPER packed with fb pracs.... why??? cos of the upcoming nyp open house from 10-12 jan!!! haha... so now everyone's like rushing like mad!!! haha... =P so lately nv really had time to post... =) but i trying my best alr... ha...
this morning just had am pm prac... lol... O.o plus i wasnt fully awake when it started.. so it was as if a zombie who looked like beverly was dancing! ha.... -.-
this morning just had am pm prac... lol... O.o plus i wasnt fully awake when it started.. so it was as if a zombie who looked like beverly was dancing! ha.... -.-
taken while i was waiting for danceworks prac to start on thurs..lol...
aud baby's new so-called 'dance' shoes la!!! she sux!!! walao... the shoes nice la can?!
taken AND edited by AUDREY WAI! ya... that's me... being hungry... -.-
[roses] are nice. so are you {00:34}
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