man! feels like my senior year club crawl just ended not long ago.. and now, i'm already going to be a GRANDSENIOR! omg... why??? everything's like suddenly going so fast... oh well... nothings the same... just like always.. haha... =D everything just keeps changing... between friends, between loved ones... between others...?

oh well... a new sem's going to be starting tmr... my THIRD year already... it may seem fast, but to me, it's like kinda slow! maybe it's cos i hv LOADS of friends who go to JC and they've already graduated by now.. waiting to go to the U... man! well.. im not really upset im a step behind cos i KNEW this before i selected to go into poly... and im aware that im lagging behind others.. but im ok! i mean... i'll move along with my classmates and fb mates =) yea!

anyway.. hope tmr will be a GREAT first day of sch.. =S haha... peace!!!!

everything starting to seem like... unclear...
i know what i want... i want something...
but i can see that i can't get what i want.

life's never fair...
we may love it at times... yet hate it at others...
right now, i just really hope to seek for a solution.
where i can continue to live my life as the best i can.

i hate it when inevitable plans have to be made...
restricting everything u wanna do in life...
it's those realistic measurements that really put u down...
and that sucks!

actually, if i wanted to, my life can sound like a rather sad piece of sh*t.
but i refuse to.. i dun want to see it that way.
i may think about it now and then, but doesn't mean it shall devour me.
but i KNOW it (my life) can seem really miserable if i really were just to say the lack of attachment in it.
it's not a 1 or 2 days thing anymore...
it's something that i've been brought up in,
and something i've to live with...
for the rest
of my life.

guess... right now, til whatever future i have,
i've to make it work
i've to make it, the best i can
no regrets, no looking back.

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people, forget. that's the way human nature goes. we forget things, whether we like it or not. some, we forget for the better. but some, we forget what we don't want to or not supposed to...

u can say it's a gift. or that it's a curse... but if we don't forget, we can never be reminded of the things that we once forgot. and neither will we realize how important these things are when we are reminded so.

so what's about forgetting?
we forget stuff, we forget memories, and we forget morals.
ya sure it sucks... and we might even forget to be happy because of the other things we forget that affects us.

but... all in all... it's just a human nature..we can't fight it... we can't neglect it.. it's part of us... =) but embrace it we shall and overcome (not solve cos it's not a problem) we will! =)

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think he wants to travel some day too... so he's experiencing it now... =D my whole family was super surprised he stepped into my luggage.. cos he's actually scared of luggages or such stuff... =) but isnt he just adorable!!! =) =) =)

although he didnt like pounce on me or anything when i opened the door once i got home.. seeing him when i got back is still the best ever to return back to s'pore =) haha...

love u baby kingkong! =D

ok.. so i arrived YESTERDAY.. but was too bloody tired to blog on anything... lol =D but anyways... i had a great time... with friends and some ppl who i wasn't really close with but managed to spend some time with them and enjoyed it very much...

missing taiwan alot though... first time i really didnt miss home when i was overseas and didnt feel like coming back... haha... bet many others feel the same way too...but still.. great experience.. first time abroad with just friends... =)

anyway.. will try to get the pics we took there asap... =) so i can blog a bit more.. but for now.. i'll just stop here ! adios!

ok.. i've not blogged about anything regarding this trip to taiwan much... so i'm just gonna post one... the day before i actually leave!!! haha... =)

real excited.. sure everyone is... and i'm sure many went thru alot before gg on this trip too... sigh... but pray hard we all hv a good time there... =)

flight will take of at 1755hr tmr... =) quite awhile since i've been on a plane... haha... wonder if im still a lil afraid of the taking off and landing process... but man i hate those pressure getting to the ears... hm... haha... i'll pray for a safe flight though =) i always do... =D heh heh...

anyway... get back to packing... =) almost done... aite! will update when i'm back! cheers!