to yuanxiang...

pls do get well... pls find the strength to pull thru... we all care for u and dun want anything to happen to u...

it shocked me when i heard the news.. cos to me.. we live our lives everyday.. thinking everything goes as normal... some times we even forget that we shld just enjoy ourselves... but now... it's turned out this way... now.. im in a state which feeling im not so sure what im feeling either... all i knw is i'll pray ... and keep praying... as i dun want to lose u... we ALL dun wanna lose u... pls do pull thru...

and for those out there... live ur life to the fullest... if u wanna do sth.. do it... cos ur life's not gonna turn back and u can regret anything... so why not live it the way u can enjoy the most... may it be a dream u wanna achieve... or a goal u wanna reach... do it! go for it!!! live it the best u think u can... cos... life... it goes only in one cycle.. no more than that...

love ur life... live it fullest... & rmb.. u only live it once...

*sorry... the image on this post has been removed due to certain displeasure of SOMEONE*


miss u soo much...
miss the goofy moments we spend tgt...
miss how u scold me and make fun of me...
miss ur hugs...
miss watching movies with u...
just letting u knw... i miss u.... too much!!!

whoo~~~ after practising for TJC performance, and production meeting today, went to support rachel (aud's idol) and mel (my idol) team and wei keat and ryu's team for KO Night prelims today... =) surprisingly, tyron and chaozhong REALLY join last min!!! haha.... and they did ok for LAST MIN signing up!!! YEAH!

BUT... next wk's gonna be freestyle battle alr.. cos it'll be the selection of the Final 8!!! haha... hope rachel and mel's team gets in the MOST!!! why? cos one is my idol, one is aud baby's idol... haha.... ok lah.. i'm not being bias... but i want all the FB teams to get in too!!! wah... than will be dope...! wish all the best to david, lesner, weikiat, ryu, joey, ah hei, rachel, mel!!! haha.. if there are more teams... haha.. im not aware.. LOL.. sry but i really very blur.. i thought i no longer blur alr!!! but WHO KNEW!!! it came back to find me... my blurness... like wont ever leave me like that... sigh...

but anyway.. had great fun hanging with fb fam today... =D the best thing is.. we dun hang out by batch (year).... we just hang.. seniors with grandseniors, grandseniors with great-grandseniors.. but like no real position of cos.. im just saying that it's just like this... it's like the best part!! haha... dope.. i like it! haha....

we hv to work hard for the best guys! yeah!!! =)

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bev has gotta....
improve on dance
brush up on singing
start to groom myself better
look better (-.- dunno hw also)
do a gd job in FB..(live up to standards and expectation)

wow... gd luck bev!!! haha... -.-

feels like so many things piling up.. but... i wanna be strong... i wanna be able to handle.. cos even if these i can't handle... in future.. my life will be buang.. haha... so... YEAH MAN!!! i can do it!!! cos bev is capable...! more than she think she is!!! whoo-hoo~~~

so many things are gonna take place... i've got things in fb going on..i've got a goal for what i want in dance. i'm going back to echomusic soon... and sch's starting in a few days time... i feel an urgency looking at the calendar ahead, of cos i do... but sometimes... i stop... and think... what for worry about the future.. settle what it is today.... the rest will work out fine.. as long as i hv peace in what i decide to do.. it'll definitely work out... =)

about going back to echo.. i've thought about it for a REALLY long time.. so long that i didnt really get back to them myself but minhui-mummy approached me asking me if she can include me in the programme... and in a way.. my silence was a green-light to go ahead and include me... but i DO worry once in a while.. thinking if i can actually cope with studies, dance and singing (&more)... but, i feel this peace... even though im scared.. but i dun feel like i've made any wrong decisions... so.. i'm gonna stick with my instincts this time.. i'm not gonna be afraid anymore... i wanna be daring to step out and stay firm on my decision. just as how daring i am once i step onto a dance-stage... =) yeah...

i admit.. i've been weak... and i've been wallowing in self-pity saying how difficult things are for me... but now.. i hv to be strong... =) cos things are alr taking place... and no time for second thoughts or to hesitate!

gosh... think i like hv to really prepare alot for the photoshoot coming up!!! bleh....... =.=

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yeah~ finally.. more picture updates!!! enjoy!

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sometimes, we are brought so high up, we forget to come back down... we start to get blinded from what flaws we have. we get too stubborn to admit our mistake... but some how or rather... we still can't neglect all these... we still need to learn from mistakes and correct them... look at flaws and straighten them.

but some of us want too much at times... we want the best of both worlds. we think we can just get it without hard work. but how many times... we live in our own world... and forget of our surroundings.... at other times... we come back to reality.. find out what we have.. is only so. than what then? if u want things to be better than they are, dun wait.

i guess... everything... and everyone's evolving everyday... whether good or bad... i guess it's up to the person who's living that life...

dance... is a passion... not a worry...

i'll work hard to make things better!

baby king kong is just so irresistably CUTE~ haha....

like a real baby in the family! heh heh...

haha... my bloody internet has been down for like a WEEK!! so forgive me all for not like blogging for so long... -.- ok... club crawl's over now... haha... =D but we've like got TONNES of stuff we still need to do!!! such as the new freshies' auditions.. and certain performances we took up... lol... yeah... so.. it's gonna be super hectic from now on man! haha....

ok.. so far for like the pics and all.. i'll update again when i hv more pics for club crawl.. cos currently... i dun hv any.. ! haha... yeah... so will update on that again...

anyway... recently.. just kinda piled up alot.. i dunno with WHAT also.. but just super busy... but in a way... i enjoy it! to be busy with sth u LOVE doing... yeah... HAHA....

and i think i already feel that fb is like already part of my lifestyle..!!! REALLY!!! i mean, i dun even knw hw i'll get about my daily life w/o fb man!!! haha... whoo~~~ and MAN! it feels GREAT hving the fb shirt man!!! haha... like super proud of it!!! lol... anyway... CAN'T WAIT FOR AUDITIONS!!! yeah~~~

ciao~

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haha... been hectic... yea.. but at least, it's made me forgot SOME things COMPLETELY! =D yeah... haha.. but hope nth comes back after im less busy.. which wont really happen i guess... whoa... -.-

ok... so club crawl is just a wk away...and audition TWO wks... whoo~~~ thk gdness girls audit choreo is progressing REAL fast.. whoo~hoo... haha... yeah man!! can't wait for auditions.. BET it's gonna be SUPER FUN!!! haha.. seeing those who r in my position a yr ago.. whoo~~~ lol...

anyway.. gotta be turning in soon cos tmr's gonna be an early day.. HAHA... sigh... com'on fb! we can do it! let's put up a gd show....!!!

p.s... i dun mean to be a CB person... but.. i dun seek understanding.. just cooperation! thx...

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things happen everyday, no matter who's life it is... some good, some less... but why not treasure everything for what they are? even if it is nothing much to care about, nv is anything the same gonna happen again.

cherish...
the friends you have
the feelings you feel
every new life that comes into the world
the moments that pass you by
every breath you take
every thing you see
yourself

a new born life, is the most miraculous... not knowing of corruption, of hatred, or vengence. and contradictingly, THEY are the most wise... =) how can we return to that state? there'll nv be a way. but we can learn from them... letting go of hatred, vengence, confusion, worries, sadness, pain.

life is not a choice.. but it IS full of choices... u may regret those choices, but life IS NOT a regret...

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ok... so club crawl is like LESS THAN 2 WEEKS away... and by right, by end of next wk... everything shld be completed on the juniors' part... but looking at where we are... we're still like half way there only... suddenly feels as if we've got LOADS to do -.- gosh! *cold sweat*

argh!!! =( guess from mon... i gotta be in sch as early as i can... settle like stuff that has to be... so hope those who can come down help out... pls do!!! =D yeah! i'm hinting YOU... =D lol....

ok... so REALLY hope everything will go fine!!! cos this is really the 1st performance handled by the juniors... so... it BETTER be good!!! yeah!

p.s. miss u... wanna hang with u again... =( but dunno when can we next go out. sigh... i really really miss u......... MUACKS

pics of aud baby and me... =D during dance... haha... =D i was hardly dancing at that time... lol.. cos got ppl using the studio to do stuff.. lol... so.. we took pics!!! lol

aud baby!!! haha... i miss u sooo much!! like so long nv see u and hang with u!!! why u like that lah pundeh!!! =( i wanna see u!!!