im starting to miss things... miss the way it was... miss the way i thought it could be... why? maybe cos there's something lacking inside now... thinking back... things weren't as bad as i thought they were... i guess that's what time does... make ppl regret the slightest of things... make ppl wonder why it turned out this way...

i wanna be better off... i wanna look to the future.. but is it my fault i've started thinking about the past? i've nv made things clear before... and im nt sure whether im fretting about it now either... all i knw is... i miss it... i miss...u...

maybe it's just a moment... maybe... it's a scar... im not sure either... i can only hope things will get better... =) i want to heal... probably this now is just a phase... and will soon be over... maybe what i think is lacking will soon be filled up... things probably just take time...

so my job now? ignore all these... live my life... to the fullest.... love those i hv arnd me... care for myself more... think for everyone along the way.. =) maybe all will be better...

Labels: to feel but unable to express is the worst pain