im caught in this dimension where i dunno how i shld behave to say, that's ME... that's the real
me. i put up a cheerful side most of the times... but i dunno how to get about it... it's like... most of the time... im miserably thinking... and wondering... but all these are redundant as well... =.= cos it'll always be on my part... i'm like really quite hurt... and cant really get over it...
sometimes i'm even too tired to show that im ok on the outside... but i still always try my best... to nt let others wry or suspect sth's wrong wimme... and i realised... i'm sighing more often lately than i used to... why? oh well... cos that's just the way things are...
why is it that
this is happening to me?
it's like unfair or something... =(
i wanna get a life.. i wanna get over... but a part of me seem to just wanna cling on
when is it? that's i'll cheer up again?Labels: to feel but unable to express is the worst pain