Tuesday, 25 March 2008
some thoughts...
had a bad dream ytd... sigh... and i was crying in my dreams... thk gdness i didnt actually woke up crying... -.- ok.. it didnt really affect me much at dance prac today... but i still will think about it... sigh... sucks.....
it just occurred to me that actually, it's gonna be really hard for me to get over it... really very very hard.. esp after the dream i had.. i realised that i'm not even near to be ready and letting it go... sigh... what am i gonna do with myself...? i dunno whether to hang on... or to let go.. both are difficult.. and i dunno what i want anymore... this sucks... -.-
but it hurts inside... a lot... to see things happening in front of u and u can't do anything about it.. u can't even show ur emotions... cos that will just screw things up..... it's just a very trapped feeling... not only trapped... but lost as well...
do i want things to be just this way?
or do i want more from it?
i dun think that can be controlled by me... not anymore...
it just occurred to me that actually, it's gonna be really hard for me to get over it... really very very hard.. esp after the dream i had.. i realised that i'm not even near to be ready and letting it go... sigh... what am i gonna do with myself...? i dunno whether to hang on... or to let go.. both are difficult.. and i dunno what i want anymore... this sucks... -.-
but it hurts inside... a lot... to see things happening in front of u and u can't do anything about it.. u can't even show ur emotions... cos that will just screw things up..... it's just a very trapped feeling... not only trapped... but lost as well...
do i want things to be just this way?
or do i want more from it?
i dun think that can be controlled by me... not anymore...
[roses] are nice. so are you {02:56}
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