i wanna live my life to the fullest... i wanna close my eyes on what bothers me... i wanna open arms to those that make fill warm and safe... =) i've nv been the most optimistic of ppl... i often look down on myself and put myself down in many ways... but bev's been learning... bev's been encouraged... and i wanna do this (living my life) good!
i wanna be happy from the inside... like TRULY happy... not having to wipe my tears all the time... the process wont be easy... but im working towards it... =) think.. it's time to treat myself better too... it doesnt take much to make one happy... but it takes even less to put a person down.. guess that's why we're all always so sad and troubled sometimes... haha...
all i ask for is... that i wanna be happy ... or maybe.. happier.. =) maybe sometimes i think too much about happiness when it's the simplest of things... bev is trying hard... she'll get there one day...