wanting this but missing out on that... no one can get the best of both worlds... im just like everyone else... im greedy... i want a little bit of everything ... but can u say that's wrong? it isn't... it's not the right way.. but it's definitely NOT wrong...

studies is smt i hv to catch up on... im lagging behind... and it's smt that i shldn't be THE MOST... dance is smt i wanna work on... im not close to being 'there' yet... and i hv to really put in my own time and effort as nobody can do it for me! recently... i felt i've been caught up in so many webs, both of what i want are getting further away.. of cos i cant be selfish saying that it's just me gg thru all these cos i knw, im not... in fact... i knw there are some others gg thru worse


but.. so what? there may be times i will be put to the bottomest... and it may hurt.. and may be, i'll cry a lil... but even so... i've gotta put myself together... as there are so much more that matters & so much more to do... =) so all i can promise myself is that i will only get stronger, braver, and succeed better... things may fall apart.. but being able to face it and try to put things back tgt... that's the most courageous of all!!!

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