midst of preparations...
lately been super hard core with dance!! heh... =) not that im complaining..lol... but actually, enjoy it.. except for the aching muscles and my palm's skin on the brink of peeling cos of the floorwork.. lol.. i think i super klutz... hand can dance till like that... but the blk e tiling really too rough alr... -.-
anyway... i nv really let that thing bother me much.. i just wanna dance..... and like really concentrate... club crawl's nearing.. probably... a mth away..?! yeah... and i'm still keeping track of those administrative stuff... -.- lol... but lately a lil stuck on choreos.. no idea why... haha... just like blank when i hv to think of new moves... haha..
tmr going early with aud baby to sch... so i think i'll go early and think up some moves too... =) lol.. i dunno why all of a sudden i just push myself to commit really quite alot.. think it really helps me forget about stuff i dun wanna think about... =) bad or gd, i dunno... cos it might help temporarily.. but in the long run... i dun see it helping me much... it's just gonna keep staying stagnant, nv resolved... but for now.. i really choose nt to think about it when i can....
i see it everyday... it disturbs me... but i choose to behave as if nth happened... i think i'm used to it alr... playing dumb.. making myself numb to my surroundings... lol... i always say i'll be ok.. but truthfully... im nt sure if i'm deceiving myself or meaning what i say... but i think things can't get better than this alr... shrug....

hoping to see the glamorous sky =)