Wednesday, 23 September 2009

Only Now I Realize...

actually, feeling that u belong somewhere is not controlled by urself... it's something ppl arnd u play a big part on... and gradually, i understand the feeling of not being wanted at where i thought i belonged... it's sad... demoralizing... (and on top of that, i've got work to stress over)... everything's just not going the way it should..or at least the way i thought it would...

i was never an ideal 'choice'.. neither was i the one who could even be considered to be a choice.. it's funny cos u could nv see what's wrong... but accept the fact that it's just not you.

so ppl out there, if u're the one with someone who wants u... with a goal to reach tgt with a bunch of others... and has opportunity to even fight for this goal.. feel fortunate & grateful. =) cos u'll nv know when this feeling will no longer be there to find.

demoralized-

[roses] are nice. so are you {12:37}


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