Wednesday, 30 September 2009
Out of Boredom
Haha... So i'll be going for waacking recital prac later ( FINALLY!!! ) And right now... I'm just feeling bored... Lol... Why? 'Cause I'm waiting for Mr Teo to get from his work place to YCK so I can go meet him for dinner =)
So I'm just staring at my screen right now... Not really knowing what I wanna do... And I started a new post, not knowing what to blog... Haha... It's quite fun actually. To blog randomly... (ok, I'm officially running outta my mind!)
Anyway.. I've got LOADS to catch up for waacking =S ... SI LAH (die lah)... hm... So long nv dance alr also.... I guess I just have to add EXTRA oil!!! =S
Ok... Maybe another post for another time...
Today's saying: " 90% of the things we say doesn't come out verbally. And 90% of the things we do non-verbally, makes life difficult for everyone else! "--morale of the story??? Try your best NOT TO DO ANYTHING!!! Hahahahahahaha... ok, that's all for me today!
[roses] are nice. so are you {18:19}
Tuesday, 29 September 2009
Thanks to my not-so-lil sis...
A super old picture of us... haha... but GREAT memories.
A sister that I never always had... but glad I found =)

Today, I received a ... rather long text msg from my dear lil sis... =) And well... I realize... She's no little girl anymore... =) She's all grown up and a young adult now... =)
Thanks u blurdo... for the msg... =) reading it puts a smile on my face. Although I was on OT when I read the msg and never reply... =P
It's good to be reminded that there's always ppl actually there... =) I will try to be more optimistic and look forward instead of regretting...
To my sis... Thanks again... Something that doesn't take much effort like a text msg can actually change a perception and thinking of a person =) LOVE YOU!!! haha...
[roses] are nice. so are you {02:01}
Monday, 28 September 2009
Disconnected.
have u ever felt u dunno what's happening out there anymore?
feel like u're just trapped in ur own world... oblivious to what's happening to the friends u always knew about...
i hope i can make up for everything in the 4 days i have...
PLEASE PLEASE PLEEEAAAASE!! with a cherry on top... =(
let my 'reconnect' and bring me back on the same path with everyone else...
losing faith...Labels: beyond bev's control, time. my bestest friend; biggest enemy
[roses] are nice. so are you {03:02}
Friday, 25 September 2009
My Dear's 21st
this post is coming in a lil late but no matter, my lil bf turned 21 !!! =D haha... big boy now... =) and going to experience more things to come... =) but i'll be by ur side.. no matter what! <3
btw... thx to all those who helped take the pics... i brought my cam that day but.. haha... was so lazy to take down and start taking pics... =P
once again.. hope u enjoyed ur bday dear.. and hope u liked the special 21st special... =) love u!


he doesnt like this photo... he says his face looks fat here -.-

as cute as ever!! hahah... =P
[roses] are nice. so are you {00:57}
Wednesday, 23 September 2009
Only Now I Realize...
actually, feeling that u belong somewhere is not controlled by urself... it's something ppl arnd u play a big part on... and gradually, i understand the feeling of not being wanted at where i thought i belonged... it's sad... demoralizing... (and on top of that, i've got work to stress over)... everything's just not going the way it should..or at least the way i thought it would...
i was never an ideal 'choice'.. neither was i the one who could even be considered to be a choice.. it's funny cos u could nv
see what's wrong... but accept the fact that it's just not you.
so ppl out there, if u're the one with someone who wants u... with a goal to reach tgt with a bunch of others... and has opportunity to even fight for this goal.. feel fortunate & grateful. =) cos u'll nv know when this feeling will no longer be there to find.
demoralized-
[roses] are nice. so are you {12:37}
Saturday, 19 September 2009
pic updates!!!
FINALLY!!! my blogger's back up... MAN! so irritating the past few weeks! can't upload any pics.. make my blog look so dull.. HEHEH...
anyway, just some updates, next week's schedule is yet another killer... i hv no time for dance again. i think i can kiss goodbye to recital -.- damn!
oh well... that's that for bad news... today will be going for jr's bday celebration... so looking forward to meet other fb peeps that i've not seen for quite a while as well... =D yay! hope got chance to stay over as well... hm...
anyway, these are just some picture updates since i sorta started work? not alot i know but i'm not a cam-whore kinda person either.. lol... REALLY! but i CAN be... =P
on duck tours arranged by the company =) [not gonna name names]
[roses] are nice. so are you {11:39}
Monday, 14 September 2009
Hold On!
this week's roster is SCARRYYY!!! it's all afternoon shifts for me.. meaning, i will only end at 11pm, meaning.. NO DANCE!!! bummer... i can't go for waacking... for 2 DAYS!!! =( and... no sessions... no nothing.. =( y? cos by the time i get there, everyone will alr be heading home!!!
ok... so i'm looking forward to start 'real' work at the reception... but... the schedule's really crazy.. -.- oh well.. that's y i even got time to blog! my work only starts at 2:30pm today.. and tmr half day.. so it'll start at 6:30pm!! haha...
oh well.. better get used to it.. if still i can't go for waacking.. guess i might have to drop out =( sad to say... =( =( =(
cheers all! gtg
[roses] are nice. so are you {12:45}
Sunday, 6 September 2009
Life Lately
So... work's still ok lately cos I haven't gone through training yet, so I dun really have anything much to do while on duty. HAHA... =D only been doing some sai kang here and there =D
But I'm starting to worry a lil that I'll get less chance to dance and meet with friends... =( I dun wanna drift apart from everyone...
My schedule this coming week is more of a morning occupying thing.. I've got my afternoons mostly free..which is a good thing I gues... Can find more opportunities to dance and do own stuff. hm...
Can't really upload and recent photos cos my blogger has gone a lil haywire. But I'll upload them as soon as blogger allows me to .. haha...
For now, ciao everyone..
[roses] are nice. so are you {15:50}