Sunday, 16 August 2009
it's not fair...
i've never really let such things bother me so much before... but it seems now, it's slowly taking a hold on me... and i'm just wondering, if things will ever change.
i want...
to be able to play on the beach and swim in the sea with no worries of skin allergies.
to be able to look nice and not treated by how ppl see me on the outside.
to be so much better, to give so much more.
but right now.. i'm just not good enough... too restricted, too judged.
at first, i just accepted it as it was. but sometimes, certain factors influence u so much u just think that u want so much more than u have.
so is it me? or is it life's just too cruel to be true?
i want...
to be able to play on the beach and swim in the sea with no worries of skin allergies.
to be able to look nice and not treated by how ppl see me on the outside.
to be so much better, to give so much more.
but right now.. i'm just not good enough... too restricted, too judged.
at first, i just accepted it as it was. but sometimes, certain factors influence u so much u just think that u want so much more than u have.
so is it me? or is it life's just too cruel to be true?
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