everything starting to seem like... unclear...
i know what i want... i want something...
but i can see that i can't get what i want.

life's never fair...
we may love it at times... yet hate it at others...
right now, i just really hope to seek for a solution.
where i can continue to live my life as the best i can.

i hate it when inevitable plans have to be made...
restricting everything u wanna do in life...
it's those realistic measurements that really put u down...
and that sucks!

actually, if i wanted to, my life can sound like a rather sad piece of sh*t.
but i refuse to.. i dun want to see it that way.
i may think about it now and then, but doesn't mean it shall devour me.
but i KNOW it (my life) can seem really miserable if i really were just to say the lack of attachment in it.
it's not a 1 or 2 days thing anymore...
it's something that i've been brought up in,
and something i've to live with...
for the rest
of my life.

guess... right now, til whatever future i have,
i've to make it work
i've to make it, the best i can
no regrets, no looking back.

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