
we think that when we sleep, it's really the best to forget things and when we wake up the next day, all gets better... i beg to differ...
nights have been haunting.. so quiet, but no peace... eyes closed but mind awake. i have no idea why but it's when im aslep that im the most conscious of things. and it's only when im awake that i can gather the strength to fight it. it's not being awake that im afraid of anymore but when im asleep. asleep is when my guard is down and all attacks where it hurts most.
so night after night... i close my eyes... and hope the day arrives fast. so that my guard wont be down for too long... i hope to wake up smiling again... cos i miss those days =)
Labels: looking forward to smiles again