we all fall into pitholes now and then... getting ourselves in a whole load of sh*t... but have u gone so deep? that when u wanna pull away, ur life will just come crumbling down? like...worse than a domino effect...
it's just like this... we just get so eager to go forward, we see ALL the signs and know of the consequences... yet we get strong-headed, saying that we'll be ok, we'll know how to settle things and take care of ourselves... but things.. will just keep adding up till we can take it no more...
how i wish things would be slightly different... that i could find a place i belonged... than matters will settle... i tend to think too much... i tend to hurt myself by thinking too much... hm... will things... really get better? too hard to say now... too hurting to say now... too much, to think for now......