Thursday, 25 December 2008
MERRY CHRISTMAS & HAPPY HOLIDAYS!
SEASON'S GREETINGS!!!
'TIS THE SEASON... TO BE JOLLY??? =)

haha... wishing everyone a MERRY CHRISTMAS... and hopefully a HAPPY NEW YEAR ahead!!! =) best wishes all! =D
[roses] are nice. so are you {00:00}
Wednesday, 24 December 2008
more pics i've yet to update
More pics at Foreign Bodies Production 08!
Groovy Aggression! at production together...

from left, me, jezz, jasmine, diane =)

christie

me and lesner.. jacky popped by and covered lesner's face

presidents

baby...

jezz babe =)
Went with my sis to her school's band concert...
me and my sis

tired.... -.-
long time since i saw myself dressed like that too!
At NRA's Danzation 2008...me and karen

jiarui...

looking like some psychopath -.-

the original owner of the specs.. =D
alright... that's about the pics i have to share... haha.... not many that i took.. cos i have a tendency to only take a few and keep my cam.. not really those kinda person who keeps taking multiple photos or whatever.. hahaha... but i DID use other ppl's cam more than my own though... =P oops...
[roses] are nice. so are you {15:08}
Saturday, 20 December 2008
Things We're Never Prepared For
Nobody ever said to expect such things... things that hurt... things that put u down... but life is so... full of what u'll never expect.
Of cos... there are tonnes of things u may enjoy... moments, that take ur breath away... that make all ur worries suddenly disappear... but when that all ends... u fall again...
never are we ever prepared enough...
for sorrows
for pain
for heartbreak
for tears
time and time again... we tell ourselves to be more aware... be more prepared... but humans are funny lil' creatures.... we nv really learn... we DO change to adapt more... but we also always fail to do what we tell ourselves to do... (ok maybe some of us do.. but not everything and anything) but it always seems... we are never prepared enough...
so... is that why? why we all struggle to survive... or maybe, even, prevent death?
Labels: beyond bev's control
[roses] are nice. so are you {00:36}
Thursday, 18 December 2008
FB brought me lifetime experiences!
let the pics do the talking...


Labels: FB = DOPE
[roses] are nice. so are you {00:50}
Friday, 12 December 2008
This is IT! U ready?
long preparations, numerous sacrifices, times of break-downs, and grave amt of stress... all pays off on 12 & 13 dec 2008.. are u ready for it? =)
it's gonna be a nerve-wrecking day... with ppl still stressed out on rmbing steps, or those who need to change for their diff items on time... gosh! it's gonna be a hell of a day...
later today will be our very 1st day of FB's FIRST production... when the curtain is drawn... all the way til curtain call... we're all performers on stage and THIS is OUR show!!! so fb... for all the hard work... let's make sure it pays off good ya? =)
FB FB FB GO!!!
Labels: FB = DOPE
[roses] are nice. so are you {01:44}
Monday, 8 December 2008
ever gone so deep?
we all fall into pitholes now and then... getting ourselves in a whole load of sh*t... but have u gone so deep? that when u wanna pull away, ur life will just come crumbling down? like...worse than a domino effect...
it's just like this... we just get so eager to go forward, we see ALL the signs and know of the consequences... yet we get strong-headed, saying that we'll be ok, we'll know how to settle things and take care of ourselves... but things.. will just keep adding up till we can take it no more...
how i wish things would be slightly different... that i could find a place i belonged... than matters will settle... i tend to think too much... i tend to hurt myself by thinking too much... hm... will things... really get better? too hard to say now... too hurting to say now... too much, to think for now......
[roses] are nice. so are you {21:00}
Thursday, 4 December 2008
just because...
just because i glanced... doesn't mean i don't notice
just because i never mentioned... doesn't mean i have no opinion
just because i smiled... doesn't mean i'm happy
today was... a rather 'heavy' day... and i've yet to really recover fromt the load of it... i try... i do try to clear my mind.. brainwash myself someway or another... it's like i really wanna give up sometimes... but... i dunno how to carry on from there... what am i to do? =)
[roses] are nice. so are you {00:17}
Tuesday, 2 December 2008
nobody said it was easy
guess sometimes... things just cant get any better?
nobody said to expect something out of the ordinary
nobody said it's too late to change for the better
nobody said that it was going to be easy...
i've never considered much of those things that i see everyday i guess... i always worry abt things that are not my every-day life.. and those everyday things that i forget to think abt... that i think i dun need to worry for... i take for granted...
than how is it going to carry on from here?
not sure...
don't know...
i don't wanna care...
[roses] are nice. so are you {13:18}