Thursday, 27 November 2008

Neither Heaven No Hell

this feeling... it's like neither being ecstatic nor is it like depressing... i also can't find words to describe. it's not the average everyday bev.. yet... it's like in between wanting to be happy yet gonna be sad... such a struggling feeling... yet i can't get out of it...

what is it? why is it so?
no explanation... no way to figure things out... no solutions.

such an irony
feeling warm, yet so cold
so sweet, yet bitter
determined, yet tired to hang on

why is it that we're just made like this? probably i'll find where i belong soon.. and maybe 'here', it's not where im supposed to be.. im not meant to be 'here'... and things will work out soon.. =) soon...such a convincing yet scary word =D

[roses] are nice. so are you {00:50}


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