i've learnt something out of all this i've been through. probably it's just a general thing...
sometimes.. no matter how hard we try sometimes, we can't always get the results we want.. and for some things... it's not about how much effort u put in... but it's just how it is. tough... but just so. =)
life's really not a bed of roses i guess... when we think we can start resting... it's like everything all happens again... and when u start getting numb to ur surrounding... what hits u next is something even worse... smt like the calm before the storm... no doubt, it SUCKS big time... but... TOUGH!
i wanna keep so many things to myself... but than again... how can i be so selfish? we all want so many things in life... that we forget that we're not alone.. the world doesnt revolve arnd just us.. what we do affects one another...
so how can i freeze time? make this moment stay?
it's not possible. it never was...