it's when u have things that are almost perfect and u become so used to it that u dunno how it'll be when u lose them. and it's also the things that matter most to u that u're afraid to lose the most.
i admit... i fear... every single day... the dwelling, the haunting. but yet it makes me wanna just grab every moment i can now when i can. but the feeling... is like it's nv enough... i may be greedy... like some may say: '人总是得寸进尺' (translated meaning: when one gets his way, he'll wanna get further than what he's given) it feels this way...
maybe cos... things are gg too well... and a lil too good? is there such a thing? but it makes one wanna just grab on tight and nv let go... but... time won't ever stop, things change, ppl move on... than what happens then? guess only when it happens, then we'll know...