Saturday, 13 September 2008
whirlpool of emotions
lately... i've been thinking of things... that i shldn't... hm... and it's disturbing! gosh.. loads of 'what if's... and 'but's... and ... the feeling ain't good.. it's like everyday.. from being awake til slping (basically meaning when im actually CONCIOUS)... thoughts just run through my mind... simultaneously 1 qn after another... constantly.. like an alarm that has no snooze or off button... yikes! i knw...
not everything is about myself... it's weird i knw.. but sometimes... it's about just plainly others without me involved.. it may sound like im just being nosey... BUT... well... it's just thoughts right? hm... but i will ask myself too... like WHY in the world do i think so much... something MUST be outta place right? well... i haven't quite figured that out myself... =_= guess that's why there r like so many questions and so many things going thru my mind...
of cos... there is... ONE major thing affecting me the most.. and i really dunno how to settle it... it feels like i shld do smt about it or at least throw it away once and for all.. but the prob is... i CAN'T! and that's the most sickening part as well... -.- hm...
i just hope i can find the solution to my own probs and questions soon... cos it's getting bottled up right now... rising & rising til i dunno when it's gonna overflow or explode... but let's just hope it doesnt ya? =)
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