i hope to wake up tmr without thinking about it anymore... i wanna live where i can just be me... somewhere i
exist... not somewhere i
think i exist...
i hope to wake up tmr with no worries... that the truth hurts.. that the truth is not justified... nor is it fair to everyone...
was i at fault? is it wrong that i was born this way? i'd like to blame it on someone for who i am sometimes... but i realize... i can only point fingers at myself. although i knw i hv to make myself who i wanna be and who im worth... but it gets tiring at times...
let me exist for a reason. pls... im tired of thinking to myself of being.. useless... unwanted... and just someone... tell me what went wrong? was it just a mistake since birth? will it still matter? who am i?no matter what... i'll continue... to find a purpose, a way, a life. sometimes, guess it's better to get ur lazy ass off and just work hard urself... im not gonna fall any deeper... this is it.
it's no longer a matter of what you can do... just let me do everything