imagine everything arnd u just suddenly speeds up... and u can see things happening arnd u and u know u're supposed to keep up with the pace.... but suddenly, u realize u're slowing down... everything's a blur... u want to keep up but u keep tumbling and falling down as u try to... and all u can do.. is look and see how things are gg and yet do nothing about it...

the world's full of vast environments... not REAL different dimensions but sometimes, u may feel like u're not really where u belong... friends u knw are so close to u suddenly feel like strangers... empty roads feel so noisy and bustling... footsteps without shoes on can feel heavy... u can't smile when u're happy; can't cry when u're sad; can't scream when u're mad... that's just the way it is... trapped.. in a dimension of ur own... if u say the world arnd me is a coloured screen tv... guess mine's sorta like black and white.. or maybe bad reception... haha...

but i know i'll be ok soon... just that i really dunno how to face my own problems now... and maybe.. it's not even a problem to begin with... but probably more like i dunno how to handle my emotions lately... im afraid my dance will get affected... and there are quite a no. of things coming up... so... bev, u've gotta keep up with the pace.. got it? =)

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