i've seen so much... i've felt and thought so much as well... but when i just wanna push it away, it comes running after me... if i resist, doesn't that mean i clearly dun want any of it? so why keep budging in?? trying to test my limits? if i lose it one day... dun expect me to be considerate... i hv a tolerance lvl... and it's nt about forgiveness... nor about understanding... it's just the way it is! and i can't take it for what it is...

probably it's not a choice of whether we want things like this.. but it's nt meant to be... trust me.. i've tried before... and i hv come to learn, this is definitely not the way i want things...

im not sad or angry here... i just feel that when i clearly show no response/interest, i mean it... and i dun wanna put up an act... so dun force me... i want things to be how simple it is now... and stop there... if more were to be expected... pls don't expect ME to be the one giving what's expected... hw can one ask for more than what others can give? that's hw i feel now... this is as much as i can give.. what else more?? am i supposed to pls everybody doing what's against i want to?

at matters such as this (no matter whose)... it's either a hint is taken, or being more ignorant and just wanting things one's own way...causing only more probs... see which road we wanna pick only... =)
how abt u?