Wednesday, 23 July 2008

self deception

some times... deceiving urself and others around u... is the only way u can make everything better. i've not been truthful lately.. to myself or others... and i only seek things to continue this way...

i know soon... after a while... i'll be alright... and i JUST knw... no more will i wake up with swollen eyes... and heavy eyelids... i won't walk about aimlessly... i wont be zombie bev no more...

but i pray... just give me this time... to settle. cos i wanna be better... for those who care for me... dun ask me what's wrong.. nor ask me how to make me feel better cos that's nt what i need... i just want things to continue on as normal...

if i want to say what happen, i will take the initiative, and i assure all... it's nothing much.. just a short phase i wanna get over... so im putting this post up here, to make sure... i dun get what i dun want...

cos some times... self-deception.... saves.

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