i knw i promised to be strong... and only get stronger.. but im sorry as i really hv this sudden ache inside. i dunno why and dunno how to explain it either.. there's no main reason for it.. but it's just a build-up and bits of everything piling up together...



nt wanting to hide or deny anything...i broke-down a lil... and i didn't want to .... at all.. but smt inside just triggered and the waterworks just started a bit... A BIT... nt as if i made a big scene in front of myself -.- i hv no idea why... but i knw... it's something that's just bothering me for now... =) i'll definitely switch back to strong beverly mode... cos bev IS strong! stronger than what alot of ppl think.. =D no longer is it just a happy-go-lucky thing.. but i AM stronger!!!



forgive me for breaking my promise for just this moment... but i will get over with whatever this is... and dun ask me what's wrong... cos i wont knw hw to actually answer u... haha.. but i just knw... i am stronger than this.. and no matter how this may affect me... i'll grow out of it!



i am not an emo person... neither an attention seeker... i only seek to be a stronger person! haha.. =D bev will do better... bev will be stronger... bev will be ok =D

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