brink of.........
omg... like all the things all dropping down onto my shoulders at once.. i knw i shld throw everything onto myself but it's so darn difficult!!! in a way.. it IS my fault... it can't be denied.... sigh...
i think i gotta get myself prepared to tiok meh(get scolded) tmr alr... -.- sian... but... i dun wanna fail in doing anything.. i wanna get all these solved the best way possible... but... how? haha... gd qn... i'll do my best... may no one doubt me in that i hope... but i hope i'll hv the support behind me as im not doing all these for myself... gosh... i still feel like everything's my fault... bleh... and i dun want others to take responsibility and blame for sth i was also responsible(in a way) for...! sigh... i guess we'll see how everything goes tmr... =S URGH!!! THIS SUCKS!!! BIG TIME!!!
i wanna dance... dance... and dance! i wanna live in my own world... forget of worries out there... but... realistically?.....