Wednesday, 14 May 2008
bev is getting tired...but nt giving up
i wanna do my best... i wanna work for what's better... i'm trying to stay cool... physically, im still pulling thru... mentally, im working hard...
things hv been happening... a whirlpool of madness... nothing make sense... but still hv to be carried on as if it means smt... what we want to do, is no longer the point. we all hv been forced into smt that instead makes us happy, tortures us... life... ever so stubborn... ever so unforseen... sucking and draining our tolerance & patience.
dance. all what i want. but for this, i've been willing to sacrifice so much. but hw long will it last? a capacity so deep, yet stepping in, seems so shallow. i will still go on. strong. a lot who knw me knws hw much i hate to be seen weak. no point showing a weakness either. so i'm still pulling thru. and will put any weight on my shoulders of what i hv to. cos to me... it's too impt... dance, smt that came into my life and was embedded deep already.
pls do nt wry thinking im not ok... to me, this is a way to release everything. i'm ok. i nt on the verge of breaking down. =) i just feel so many things are gg on.. clouding my mind.. it feels better to spill out hw i feel. but im ok, & will do gd.. cos it's so nt worth it to hv a breakdown. till i DO hv one... maybe i'll ya'll in tact again? =D haha...
peace!~
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