so many things are gonna take place... i've got things in fb going on..i've got a goal for what i want in dance. i'm going back to echomusic soon... and sch's starting in a few days time... i feel an urgency looking at the calendar ahead, of cos i do... but sometimes... i stop... and think... what for worry about the future.. settle what it is today.... the rest will work out fine.. as long as i hv peace in what i decide to do.. it'll definitely work out... =)

about going back to echo.. i've thought about it for a REALLY long time.. so long that i didnt really get back to them myself but minhui-mummy approached me asking me if she can include me in the programme... and in a way.. my silence was a green-light to go ahead and include me... but i DO worry once in a while.. thinking if i can actually cope with studies, dance and singing (&more)... but, i feel this peace... even though im scared.. but i dun feel like i've made any wrong decisions... so.. i'm gonna stick with my instincts this time.. i'm not gonna be afraid anymore... i wanna be daring to step out and stay firm on my decision. just as how daring i am once i step onto a dance-stage... =) yeah...

i admit.. i've been weak... and i've been wallowing in self-pity saying how difficult things are for me... but now.. i hv to be strong... =) cos things are alr taking place... and no time for second thoughts or to hesitate!

gosh... think i like hv to really prepare alot for the photoshoot coming up!!! bleh....... =.=

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