
finally went out with my mother today.. after dunno how long of not seeing each other.. i still rmb last time when i went out with her.. i tried to escape.. i hated being with her... i always had this black face... haha... amazingly.. i've grown out of it =) now i can behave properly when with her... not as childish as before.. of cos.. i still dun really like the feeling of being with her... but... at least i dun act childishly... haha
anyway.. been going thru some bullsh*t these days... be it personal or including others... it's like really pulling me down quite abit... but i'm learning to be stronger.. for myself.. and for those who really love and care for me....
sometimes... it's really hard to live care-freely... but you'll learn, you'll grow, and you'll succeed