Monday, 3 March 2008
dwelling thoughts
couldnt help cam-whoring.. ha...
she's arranging her hair AGAIN!
taken today when we caught the movie...
went out with my aud today.. =D haha.. went to watch L: Change the World! yeah... Kenichi Matsuyama is SUPER cute can?! haha.... like so crazy over him... bet anyone who watches death note is crazy over him too.. HAHA.... i dunno why there are so many bad comments from critics about this movie..but it is quite gd.. & L inside is SOOO cute lar.. haha... =Panyway... manage to spent time with aud today... SUPER HAPPY..!!! haha... but she keep saying i give that look... aiya.. i trying my best already k? can u just dun emphasize that i must be thinking of 'that'?! =(
but truthfully, i dunno how to get over it... no idea why either.. just... a part of me just doesnt want to let it go... sucks.... bleh... im such a loser!!! arh! so many feelings and diff thoughts r stirring inside me... i hate it... but i dun want it to go either.. or else i'll numb myself like before... i knw aud will always be by my side.. and i'll always love her... but this thing... i dunno hw to solve or handle it anymore... sigh...wtf la... =( i admit i've been thinking about this quite alot lately.. that's y my face shows it all.. i TRY nt to show it... but... guess im nt that strong... =(
should i let go of this misery or live on with this feeling that makes me feel that i am warm inside afterall? i dunno, and dun wanna knw what's my next step anymore... i shld let nature take it's course... but what's so hurtful and so irritating at the same time is that, i KNW where nature's taking me...
i'd rather not knw anything at all... maybe, i'll be happier off like that?
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