又被爱伤了一遍
无所谓当作成长
刚刚走开的人
烟还点着味道却淡了
我并不是天生爱寂寞
却比任何人都多
就算把世界给我
我还是一无所有
我要快乐 我要能睡的安稳
有些人不抱了才温暖
离开了才不恨
我早应该割舍
我要快乐 哪怕笑的再大声
心不是热的
全都是假的
只有眼泪是真的
把从前想了一遍
谢谢了伤我的人
想做乐观的人
每种雨声听了都不冷
我并不是天生爱寂寞
却比任何人都多
就算把世界给我
我还是一无所有
我要快乐 我要能睡的安稳
有些人不抱了才温暖
离开了才不恨
我早应该割舍
我要快乐 哪怕笑的再大声
心不是热的
全都是假的
我的决定是对的
guess this song's lyrics really touch me alot.. probably cos of what i'm feeling now.. haha... although it's not some new hit... it's a great song. =) thinking of using it for audition for this S.T.A.R programme minhui recommended.. =) hope i do gd... live up to my dreams! =P
haha... today alot of ppl said i look a bit down or moody or like tired... haha... (rui even asked if i cried again.. i just kept quiet.) partially it's cos of my rubber band in my braces... i'm serious! but guess part of hw i feel already has reached my expression... which... is what i've been trying to avoid -.-
anyway... i think i hv succeeded in partially numbing myself... although the anesthesia will wear off... all i hv to do is just keep injecting it... hope it'll become permanent after awhile... but is that even possible...? hope i make the impossible possible.. =) what to do? cos im 'me'... haha...