some say it takes courage to die... i think... it takes MORE courage to live... sometimes, we think that we are only facing small obstacles and there are bigger to come... but doesnt anyone realise that the big obstacles are made up all these small ones? one difficult thing ... that i dun care if u deny or not, is facing ur own feelings... facing...
yourself... it's scary how a person's feelings can manipulate him... sigh... but sometimes... feelings can just purely be feelings... if u get what i mean... it wont really grow and manifest... but it's just.. stagnant... but... is it possible... 不晓得...nv experience before.. haha... -.-
sigh... now... im brave enough to face my feelings... but knwing that, i wont benefit out of it... but.. maybe it's for the better too?
being strong enough to face urself isn't easy. letting it go.. ain't either