Friday, 18 January 2008
thinking of.......possibilities
sometimes... u'll just start thinking... why are u this way... doing such things.. behaving so... but there simply isnt any answer... it's been like this all along and will always be so... no one has real answers to qns we hv about life... so why qn so much? is it cos we dun wanna accept what we think and dun wanna believe it...? isnt that than living in denial...? sigh...
i guess... not only i hv been thinking a lot lately... but i suddenly hv a lot of doubts... on career... and personal matters as well.. hoping that a solution would just appear.... but of cos... there is no certain solution... but... just hoping that doubts can be cleared..
i may be trapped.. but not for long... soon... i'll spread, and fly.
and this is dedicated to a special someone... [whether u knw it's u or not, it doesnt matter]
u've been there for me when i thought no one bothered.
at lowest of times, u consoled me and made me feel loved.
u were the first i truly felt worth it to sacrifice.
i am myself when i'm with you, not like when i face the world.
it was because of u, i suddenly felt that i need not be sad the whole time.
i was in the shadows of my own fears, knowing that nobody truly cared.
but u showed me otherwise.
u showed my that i had the ability to give. and receive.
u showed me a road i thought never existed.
so as long as u are there and dun let go like how the rest did;
i love u-
till the very end.
i will-
i ensure-
i guess... not only i hv been thinking a lot lately... but i suddenly hv a lot of doubts... on career... and personal matters as well.. hoping that a solution would just appear.... but of cos... there is no certain solution... but... just hoping that doubts can be cleared..
i may be trapped.. but not for long... soon... i'll spread, and fly.
and this is dedicated to a special someone... [whether u knw it's u or not, it doesnt matter]
u've been there for me when i thought no one bothered.
at lowest of times, u consoled me and made me feel loved.
u were the first i truly felt worth it to sacrifice.
i am myself when i'm with you, not like when i face the world.
it was because of u, i suddenly felt that i need not be sad the whole time.
i was in the shadows of my own fears, knowing that nobody truly cared.
but u showed me otherwise.
u showed my that i had the ability to give. and receive.
u showed me a road i thought never existed.
so as long as u are there and dun let go like how the rest did;
i love u-
till the very end.
i will-
i ensure-
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